February 2011
i have a filthy headache. i can’t even bite down because of how badly i was gurning last night, my nose is running, my throat hurts, i’m torn.
i just want a fucking hug from someone.
January 2011
i don't understand
for the last 2 years all i have ever done is persevered to make you happy. you told me what you wanted was me, and you we’re sorry for everything that you’d done, and i believed you again. i spent the majority of my years risking everything to be with you, and then, you just betray me again, after making me believe that i was wrong in having only a small amount of healthy paranoia, so...
urgh.
*cries*
well it was everything to me.
I hear and I forget. I see and I remember. I do and I understand.
– Conficus
There’s a shadow just behind me
Shrouding every step I take
Making every...
– Sober, Tool.
so hurt right now i actually feel numb.
i don't think there's a word for how i feel right...
i don’t need revenge, i’m just gunna sit here and wait for your life to fall apart.
i should probarbly go to the hospital
thatdazedmoment asked: pahaha i haven't a clue i haven't even listerned to what ever it is, they just put it in my ask box so i just published it ;')
so yeah got a whole set list to learn by tommorow
luckily i know most of them already.
this weekend was alright, pretty shit in places but yeah.
still seems that nothing i do is ever good enough, nothing i’m not used to.
hate my life 2k11
come home: cat shat on my bed
clusterfuckyeah asked: citalophram huh? that never did anything for me, non of the SSRI's did, SNRI's are ok though lol
back on citalophram. hoo fucking ray.
i would quite honestly kill myself right now if i...
fucking sick.
goodgirllottie asked: It's okay, it's my favourite new story ever so when I saw your post I was like 'I MUST SPREAD THE WORD OF HOW AWESOME THESE PEOPLE ARE'
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goodgirllottie asked: http://hypervocal.com/news/2011/superhero-thwarted-real-life-kickass-vigilante-receives-a-broken-nose-from-two-men/
Can anyone give me links to really intruiging,...
I'm a recluse, shit happens.